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Long Sleeves 长袖

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926958

Kanak Kapur

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Corona 官方

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926955

John Jeremiah Sullivan

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The World As It Was 曾经的世界

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926957

Didi Jackson

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Contributors 贡献者

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926954

{"title":"Contributors","authors":"","doi":"10.1353/sew.2024.a926954","DOIUrl":"https://doi.org/10.1353/sew.2024.a926954","url":null,"abstract":"In lieu of an abstract, here is a brief excerpt of the content:\u0000 <ul> <li> Contributors </li> </ul> Maeve Barry is a writer in New York. You can find more of her stories at maeve-barry.com. Hannah Bonner’s criticism has appeared in Cleveland Review of Books, Literary Hub, and the Los Angeles Review of Books, among others. Her first collection of poetry, Another Woman, is forthcoming in 2024. She lives in Iowa. Jacky Grey is a writer and architect. Grey earned their MFA in creative nonfiction from Pacific University. They were a participant of the Anaphora Arts Emerging Critics Program in 2023. They live in Western Oregon with their partner, daughter, and dog. Richie Hofmann is the author of two collections of poems, Second Empire and A Hundred Lovers. Caitlin Horrocks is author of the story collections Life Among the Terranauts and This Is Not Your City, both New York Times Book Review Editor’s Choice selections, and the novel The Vexations, named one of the ten best books of the year by the Wall Street Journal. Her stories and essays appear in the New Yorker, The Best American Short Stories, The PEN/O. Henry Prize Stories, The Pushcart Prize, the Paris Review, and elsewhere. She lives in Grand Rapids, Michigan, with her family. Didi Jackson is the author of Moon Jar and the forthcoming collection My Infinity. She is an Assistant Professor of Creative Writing at Vanderbilt University. Kanak Kapur’s fiction has been published in The Rumpus, CodeLit, and Black Warrior Review. She is currently based in Nashville. Carrie R. Moore’s fiction and essays have appeared in One Story, Virginia Quarterly Review, For Harriet, the Southern Review, and other publications. She has received scholarships and fellowships from the Community of Writers, the Sewanee Writers’ Conference, and the Martha Heasley Cox Center for Steinbeck Studies. Lorrie Moore is the author of the novel I Am Homeless if This Is Not My Home as well as See What Can Be Done, a collection of thirty-five years of nonfiction. She teaches at Vanderbilt University. Shannon Pratson is a writer and artist. She holds an MFA from Virginia Tech and lives in London. Joy Priest is a poet and scholar from Louisville, Kentucky. She is the author of HORSEPOWER and the editor of Once a City Said: A Louisville Poets Anthology. She is currently an Assistant Professor of African American / African Diaspora Poetry at the University of Pittsbur","PeriodicalId":43824,"journal":{"name":"SEWANEE REVIEW","volume":"66 1","pages":""},"PeriodicalIF":0.0,"publicationDate":"2024-05-06","publicationTypes":"Journal Article","fieldsOfStudy":null,"isOpenAccess":false,"openAccessPdf":"","citationCount":null,"resultStr":null,"platform":"Semanticscholar","paperid":"140933634","PeriodicalName":null,"FirstCategoryId":null,"ListUrlMain":null,"RegionNum":4,"RegionCategory":"文学","ArticlePicture":[],"TitleCN":null,"AbstractTextCN":null,"PMCID":"","EPubDate":null,"PubModel":null,"JCR":null,"JCRName":null,"Score":null,"Total":0}

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From the Other Side of a Migratory Silence: On the Work of Patricia Smith 来自迁徙沉默的另一端：帕特里夏-史密斯的作品

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926959

Joy Priest

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From Ganges to Hudson 从恒河到哈德逊河

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926968

Buku Sarkar

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Things of My Mother's 我母亲的东西

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926961

Jacky Grey

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Till It and Keep It 耕耘并保持

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926956

Carrie R. Moore

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Maze, and: Maze, and: Maze 迷宫，和迷宫迷宫

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926964

Richie Hofmann

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We Just Waiting for J's Liquor to Open on Up, and: It's Pinned Above My Desk—That Picture, and: Just Another Day in Fourth Grade 我们只是在等待 J's Liquor 开门营业，而且：夹在我书桌上的那张照片，以及四年级的又一天

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SEWANEE REVIEW Pub Date : 2024-05-06 DOI: 10.1353/sew.2024.a926960

Patricia Smith

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