{"title":"我该何去何从?","authors":"R. Thorson","doi":"10.2307/j.ctvj7wkxt.10","DOIUrl":null,"url":null,"abstract":"When my brother died, I felt I was spinning helplessly out of control. I went through so many emotions. Anger, guilt, overwhelming sadness. I felt as though I was no longer a sister to a brother. I began to fear death. At night, I would say my prayers, hoping it was all a horrible nightmare. I thought that no one could ever feel as badly as I was or know how I was feeling. I felt as though my life had stopped.","PeriodicalId":75679,"journal":{"name":"CDS review","volume":"74 5 1","pages":"18-20"},"PeriodicalIF":0.0000,"publicationDate":"2019-06-15","publicationTypes":"Journal Article","fieldsOfStudy":null,"isOpenAccess":false,"openAccessPdf":"","citationCount":"19","resultStr":"{\"title\":\"Where do I go from here?\",\"authors\":\"R. Thorson\",\"doi\":\"10.2307/j.ctvj7wkxt.10\",\"DOIUrl\":null,\"url\":null,\"abstract\":\"When my brother died, I felt I was spinning helplessly out of control. I went through so many emotions. Anger, guilt, overwhelming sadness. I felt as though I was no longer a sister to a brother. I began to fear death. At night, I would say my prayers, hoping it was all a horrible nightmare. I thought that no one could ever feel as badly as I was or know how I was feeling. I felt as though my life had stopped.\",\"PeriodicalId\":75679,\"journal\":{\"name\":\"CDS review\",\"volume\":\"74 5 1\",\"pages\":\"18-20\"},\"PeriodicalIF\":0.0000,\"publicationDate\":\"2019-06-15\",\"publicationTypes\":\"Journal Article\",\"fieldsOfStudy\":null,\"isOpenAccess\":false,\"openAccessPdf\":\"\",\"citationCount\":\"19\",\"resultStr\":null,\"platform\":\"Semanticscholar\",\"paperid\":null,\"PeriodicalName\":\"CDS review\",\"FirstCategoryId\":\"1085\",\"ListUrlMain\":\"https://doi.org/10.2307/j.ctvj7wkxt.10\",\"RegionNum\":0,\"RegionCategory\":null,\"ArticlePicture\":[],\"TitleCN\":null,\"AbstractTextCN\":null,\"PMCID\":null,\"EPubDate\":\"\",\"PubModel\":\"\",\"JCR\":\"\",\"JCRName\":\"\",\"Score\":null,\"Total\":0}","platform":"Semanticscholar","paperid":null,"PeriodicalName":"CDS review","FirstCategoryId":"1085","ListUrlMain":"https://doi.org/10.2307/j.ctvj7wkxt.10","RegionNum":0,"RegionCategory":null,"ArticlePicture":[],"TitleCN":null,"AbstractTextCN":null,"PMCID":null,"EPubDate":"","PubModel":"","JCR":"","JCRName":"","Score":null,"Total":0}
When my brother died, I felt I was spinning helplessly out of control. I went through so many emotions. Anger, guilt, overwhelming sadness. I felt as though I was no longer a sister to a brother. I began to fear death. At night, I would say my prayers, hoping it was all a horrible nightmare. I thought that no one could ever feel as badly as I was or know how I was feeling. I felt as though my life had stopped.