有福了从皱纹开始

Callaloo Pub Date : 2024-08-29 DOI:10.1353/cal.2024.a935738
E.J. Wade
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以下是内容的简要摘录,以代替摘要: 有福了,而且:从皱纹开始 E.J. 韦德(简历) 她认为自己很幸运,在我们附近很多人都没有工作的时候,她还有一份工作。清晨,在我们醒来之前,她就已经起床,烤好饼干,煎好咸猪肉,把黄油和蜜饯罐头放在她爸爸做的铺满油的桌面上,一想到不能和我们一起分享她为我们做的早餐,她的心灵就感到悲伤。在关上身后的门之前,她在我们每个人的头上亲吻了一下,然后从腹中深处哼起了一首哀伤的赞美诗。她认为自己很幸运,因为她可以用双脚走路去上班,省下了两美元的公交车费,她把这两美元藏在生锈的麦克斯韦尔咖啡罐里,而咖啡罐就藏在衣柜后面深蓝色隔夜箱子底部的格子头巾下面。她希望自己有福气,永远都用不到这笔钱。[她认为自己很幸运,因为她继承了母亲的体质和母亲的无畏精神,但她又足够聪明,知道自己的位置,也足够睿智,不会妄自菲薄。她低下头,把自己的骄傲放进围裙的口袋里妥善保管,眼睛注视着四周,等待着呼吸、思考和说话的许可。她认为自己很幸运,在我们附近很多人都没有工作的时候,她还有一份工作。[从皱纹中来 从皱纹中来 深刻的历史记忆浮现在蓝岭山脉的高处 钴蓝色的凯旋天空映衬着红花丝线和积云中的太阳 阿巴拉契亚松树和橡树的气味隐喻着丰富的仁慈和永恒的记录 树皮上纹着神圣的叙事、树枝和古老树干上的神圣叙事 铜色的大地,灌木丛生,绿意盎然,裹挟着薄纱般的雾霭,静谧而不间断的红尘之路侵扰着未来,萦绕着我的足迹,而残缺不全的翻译符号,强大的对手,未经我的允许,窃取了我的叙事。韦德(E. J. Wade),诗人,作品发表于《阿巴拉契亚作家选集》(Anthology of Appalachian Writers)、《妇女之声》(Women Speak)(第 8 卷和第 9 卷)、《新俄亥俄评论》(New Ohio Review)和《南方救赎》(Salvation South)。她是《阿巴拉契亚作家选集》的文学编辑,曾三次获得普斯卡特奖提名。韦德正在攻读美国国立路易斯大学的残疾与教育公平博士学位,主要研究非洲裔美国残疾妇女的沉默、排斥和隐形问题。她拥有谢泼德大学阿巴拉契亚研究硕士学位和苏格兰西部大学创意媒体实践硕士学位。 版权所有 © 2024 约翰斯-霍普金斯大学出版社 ...
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Blessed, and: From a Wrinkle
In lieu of an abstract, here is a brief excerpt of the content:

  • Blessed, and: From a Wrinkle
  • E.J. Wade (bio)

BLESSED

She considers herself blessedthat she still has a job whenso many people in our neighborhoodhave none.

Rising in the morning before we wake,she bakes biscuits, fries salt pork,and sits out butter and canned preservesatop the oil-clothed tabletop her daddy made,her soul sorrowful at the thought of not sharingthe breakfast she has made for us, with us.

Placing a kiss on each of our heads before closingthe door behind her, she hums a mournful hymnfrom someplace deep in her belly.

She considers herself blessedthat she is able to walk to workusing her own two feet, saving the $2.00 bus fareshe tucks away in the rusted Maxwell House coffee canconcealed beneath the gingham headscarfat the bottom of the midnight-blue overnight caseburied in the back of the closet.

It is the nest egg, our emergency money,payment to the Insurance Manwho visits every third Saturday of the monthlike clockwork to collect paymentfor the Life Insurance Policy.She hopes she will be blessed,never to have to use it. [End Page 123]

She considers herself blessed that she has inheritedthe constitution of her mother and the fearlessnessof her mother before her but smart enoughto know her place, and wise enoughto not get above her raisin.

Her head lowered; she places her pridein the pocket of her apron for safe keeping,her eyes focused on the peripheral.She waits for permission to breathe,think,speak.

She considers herself blessedthat she still has a job whenso many people in our neighborhoodhave none. [End Page 124]

FROM A WRINKLE

from a wrinkle a profoundhistorical memoryrises high above the mountains of blue ridge

a cobalt triumph sky counteracts the sun laced in saffron threads and cumulus clouds

the smell of Appalachian pine and oak trees metaphorically rich benevolent and timelessrecord a sacred narrativetattooed on bark, branch, and ancient trunk

the earth copper warmlush and greenswaddled in gossamer mistlies still and unbroken

red dust road intrudes on the futurehaunting my footprintwhilefragmented symbols of translationformidable adversariescovet my narrativewithout my permission [End Page 125]

E.J. Wade

E. J. WADE is poet whose work has been published in the Anthology of Appalachian Writers, Women Speak (Vols. 8 & 9), New Ohio Review, and Salvation South. Literary editor for the Anthology of Appalachian Writers, she is a three-time Pushcart Award nominee. Wade is pursuing a doctorate of Disability and Equity in Education from National Louis University focusing on the silencing, exclusion, and invisibility of African American Women with disabilities. She holds an M.A. in Appalachian Studies from Shepherd University and an M.A. in Creative Media Practices from the University of The West of Scotland.

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